It's like, I can't concentrate on anything.
He thinks I'm a bad driver, because I ...well, I do come off as a bad driver when he's in the car with me.
I can't listen to any one talk about anything without waiting for the opportunity to bring him into the conversation.
I think he's so funny and smart and dashing and suave and goofy and sweet and kind and mannerly and awesome and a model of a man.
10.25.2010
10.21.2010
Word.
I ordered white tennis shoes today!
I'm regaining texting today!
I'm eating lunch w Leah, Arli, and the kid!
I ..called in sick at work today... :/
(But I'm really enjoying being off work these days.)
I wish I didn't have to work while going to school. Seriously.
I'm wondering if I shouldn't just work for one more year, maybe? To pay off my car, so I can only have my cell phone and car insurance bills? And live on-campus from then on out, and just go to school full-time until I can graduate?!
I know I've tried that before, but I wasn't ready for school that time, and I wasn't serious about it, and well.. Now I am. I know what I want to do. I want to do good. I want to do the very best I can! :)
Cody's my favorite person on earth. I can't even really explain, because he's just too awesome to summarize. I don't understand how I was so lucky to come across him. Or, how I was so lucky that he stuck around after I've been a shithead to him for however long. Lols.
I'm regaining texting today!
I'm eating lunch w Leah, Arli, and the kid!
I ..called in sick at work today... :/
(But I'm really enjoying being off work these days.)
I wish I didn't have to work while going to school. Seriously.
I'm wondering if I shouldn't just work for one more year, maybe? To pay off my car, so I can only have my cell phone and car insurance bills? And live on-campus from then on out, and just go to school full-time until I can graduate?!
I know I've tried that before, but I wasn't ready for school that time, and I wasn't serious about it, and well.. Now I am. I know what I want to do. I want to do good. I want to do the very best I can! :)
Cody's my favorite person on earth. I can't even really explain, because he's just too awesome to summarize. I don't understand how I was so lucky to come across him. Or, how I was so lucky that he stuck around after I've been a shithead to him for however long. Lols.
10.12.2010
Word.
It's nearly eleven o'clock on a work-night, and I'm still online, still on-campus, still haven't gotten gas, and I definitely haven't gone to Walmart for waters and milk.
What does that mean?
Well.. It means that I'm shoe-shopping online, because I'm tossing my old shoes, and starting over. My shoes smell, and I'm going to do better this time, with them. Cody's a shoe person. It'd be super awkward if I were to take my shoes off and them smell up his house, lol.
Who's Cody..?
Well, Cody is my unofficial boyfriend, which technically labels him my "man-friend." We were dating for real, but I freaked and broke it off. So, now we date. I like him just as much as I always did, and it's a lot better this way, I think. Of course, I'd like to be able to call him my boyfriend without having to hide it, just in case he overhears me, but I really can't do it. It's the pressure. I've found out. I'm doing so much better without that pressure. Anyway.
I like him a lot. I talk about him all the time, and I'm almost always talking TO him all the time. And I smile when I do talk to him, because he makes me feel really good about myself, and he's positive.
What sucks about this, is that he wants me to trust him (which shouldn't suck), and he wants to be involved in my daily life (which also, shouldn't really suck). But, I'm a basketcase, as you all well-know. He doesn't know, though. And I'm going to prolong that as long as possible. :/
Anyway, again. I'm super tired.
I just haven't updated in so long. Thought maybe I would.
What does that mean?
Well.. It means that I'm shoe-shopping online, because I'm tossing my old shoes, and starting over. My shoes smell, and I'm going to do better this time, with them. Cody's a shoe person. It'd be super awkward if I were to take my shoes off and them smell up his house, lol.
Who's Cody..?
Well, Cody is my unofficial boyfriend, which technically labels him my "man-friend." We were dating for real, but I freaked and broke it off. So, now we date. I like him just as much as I always did, and it's a lot better this way, I think. Of course, I'd like to be able to call him my boyfriend without having to hide it, just in case he overhears me, but I really can't do it. It's the pressure. I've found out. I'm doing so much better without that pressure. Anyway.
I like him a lot. I talk about him all the time, and I'm almost always talking TO him all the time. And I smile when I do talk to him, because he makes me feel really good about myself, and he's positive.
What sucks about this, is that he wants me to trust him (which shouldn't suck), and he wants to be involved in my daily life (which also, shouldn't really suck). But, I'm a basketcase, as you all well-know. He doesn't know, though. And I'm going to prolong that as long as possible. :/
Anyway, again. I'm super tired.
I just haven't updated in so long. Thought maybe I would.
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- GAMEPLAN: Travel. Experience danger. Love everyone; mostly you. Have a good day. Write a book or two. Kill self at the end of the day.