Lessons learned today:

-It's not actually okay to trust people on contact.

-No one is perfect.

-When you're getting mixed signals, base your judgement and feelings on the more lame signals.

-I am still not ready. God just reminded me in a really harsh way.

-Trying to do too many things at one time will lead to distress, one way or another.

-Vacations are sometimes sent our way for recovery.

-I actually have nothing to recover from.

-Don't hate the player, hate the game?

-Happiness is based on you and what is inside of you, based on you-- not on someone else, or anything they have to bring to the table.

-People have crazy ways of sending messages sometimes.

-It's not a good idea to believe something that you made up by yourself.

-Have faith in myself. Remember who I am. Remember how I was. Remember to remember.

-I'm the fucking rule, not the exception.

-I've lost the will to fight.