I Need to Decide.

I have a lot of life experience.
I have a lot of job experience.
I want to figure out what I want to do.
I need to know where I have to go.

To be happy.

All I want is to be happy.
Here, I need to be happy.
Here, I know I won't always be in hell.
But here, I have to reach for my light.

I need to learn what makes me smile.
I want to decide what else to do.
I have made a lot of mistakes, and bad choices.
I have enough to erase my life through.

I cannot lose.

The time I have to live this.
Sometime I'll have to kiss it all goodbye.
For now, I want to stay like this forever.
For now, I want to stretch out towards the sky.