O-k, it's time to get real.

I need to think about what I'm good at.

What I enjoy.

What I enjoy doing.

Where I enjoy being.

What I enjoy hearing, tasting, touching, thinking.

What I want to have completed in life by the time I die.



I need to be realistic, of course, (not "of course" like I always am realistic, but "of course" like, this is me getting real, and being realistic is real in getting real, dig?) but think of the big picture, then break it down into the small pictures.


I don't need to worry about things that I cannot help at this time. Feeling that I cannot control at this time. Money that I do not have at this time. Opportunities that aren't reality at this time.


I need a legit plan. And bank on it. Without involving variables like boyfriends, and whatever else.



BOOM. And there I have it. I'll work on this tomorrow. In a positive light, I hope.