DON'T FORGET, TAB!

I don't want to forget this feeling.

I'm packed up, stuff's all in the car, I made cookies and cleaned his apartment one last time for this go, made his bed, wrote him a note, made him a couple mix cds..

I'm making my trip-home cds from my computer and his computer, haha, and I'm all ready to go!

I'm really excited to see my sister and my grandma and my pop, and Josh and Mom and introduce Harley to Evansville all over again. I'm excited to actually feel confident in my ability to get a job, ahha.

I miss Dakota already. Like, I can feel it inside, growing bigger and bigger. It's like a big air that's filling me up slowly and steadily. Like I'm going to pop real soon.

I'm so happy, and in such a great mood (for 2 days straight!), and obviously things can go better when I'm this way. Positive, you know. And I'm looking forward to the future!

My future in my home! And my future with my family! And my adventures to come! And my future with my friends! And my future with Dakota! And my future with travelling and my schooling! And my future with myself!

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D


I'm happy, and I had the best day ever yesterday. :)
And I enjoy this.

And, I'll miss it.

But, I will be back, of course! And, I'll try very hard to bring Harley with me!


I am not going to feel like I'm leaving this behind, because I'm not! It's here, and will always be here. I'm just going towards something! And that isn't bad; that's great! I'm going TOWARDS something! Not running away, not leaving behind anything or anybody!

This isn't settling, really, this is.. fullfillment?