Word.

It's nearly eleven o'clock on a work-night, and I'm still online, still on-campus, still haven't gotten gas, and I definitely haven't gone to Walmart for waters and milk.

What does that mean?
Well.. It means that I'm shoe-shopping online, because I'm tossing my old shoes, and starting over. My shoes smell, and I'm going to do better this time, with them. Cody's a shoe person. It'd be super awkward if I were to take my shoes off and them smell up his house, lol.

Who's Cody..?
Well, Cody is my unofficial boyfriend, which technically labels him my "man-friend." We were dating for real, but I freaked and broke it off. So, now we date. I like him just as much as I always did, and it's a lot better this way, I think. Of course, I'd like to be able to call him my boyfriend without having to hide it, just in case he overhears me, but I really can't do it. It's the pressure. I've found out. I'm doing so much better without that pressure. Anyway.

I like him a lot. I talk about him all the time, and I'm almost always talking TO him all the time. And I smile when I do talk to him, because he makes me feel really good about myself, and he's positive.

What sucks about this, is that he wants me to trust him (which shouldn't suck), and he wants to be involved in my daily life (which also, shouldn't really suck). But, I'm a basketcase, as you all well-know. He doesn't know, though. And I'm going to prolong that as long as possible. :/

Anyway, again. I'm super tired.
I just haven't updated in so long. Thought maybe I would.