I'm. Going to.

Q: What do you want?


A: I want to feel this calm for the rest of my life.
I want a job that I can depend on, and excel at, whilest making decent cash that can pay all of my bills, and allow me to have fun every once in a while, and visit the fam maybe twice or three times a year, for a few days.
I want to learn to play the piano, and take belly-dancing classes.
I want to finish and graduate from travel agent school, and get a good job in the travel industry (either as a flight attendant, or as a travel agent on the go, or office work with some travelling opportunities). And to feel like I accomplished something.
I want to feel secure in myself, and in my life, and my situations.
I want to be kind, and helpful, and impressive, and sweet, and smart, and pretty.
I want to just be. And to be happy with Dakota. (By that, I mean ..being able to control myself enough to relax and trust and believe. And, to be able to help him, and be here for him, and make him feel secure and happy.)
I want to breathe, and smile, and have a good time, and be productive, and feel light.


I'm going to!