Update.

Hi thar.

I've been sick for an entire week.
I had a sinus headache, that causes my sore, rough throat. Then my nose got stuffed up hardcore, and my ears are acting like they have cotton in there-- and my eyes suck.

A week.



I was just invited to my sister's babyshower.


I have two clear opportunities.
I have no idea what to do. But, it's okay. Because, they (things) tend to go how they go. There is no fate. There is no plan. This comforts me.





I fall in love with every place that I go. I have a boyfriend everywhere I've been.



What will make me happy right now?
What will keep me happy today, tomorrow? That's all, because that's all I can account for.

I can't think about the future anymore, because I need to be happy right now. I can't be this way anymore. I can't be so sad, so lost, so confused and by myself. I can't feel like there are no options. I have to stop it. I have to be and stay happy. Now. Starting yesterday.

So, what's it gonna take, Tab?

What is it going to take?.