yo yo yo yo.

I love Colin Firth.


And, I think that maybe my family isn't what feels right to me, is because half my life is spent in the movies, and those families are different than mine. My family doesn't have respect for each other. We're comfortable around each other, to the point where judgement, hatefulness, teasing, and emotion comes way too easily.

It can make things awkward and uncomfortable.



Anyway. I also think that I can't change it. Maybe someday, if I ever go away again as an adult, I'll be able to visit for a short time every once in a while, and not give in to the overbearing "playfulness" of our family. Instead, I'll try to sustain the position of one person being a member of the movie-like family I'd hope mine to be. So. Boom.

Schwhatev.