Hey, Ann; where ya goin'?

I've decided on a plan that will probably work out. Like, really work out. Haha


I've started a book.
I'm going to finish it, seeing as I only have a fifth left to go.
I'm going to stick with my original plan, as far as what I'll do with the book.
(No one knows what I'm talking about, because I have never told anyone about this book.)

I'm growing my hair out to be my natural color again.
This may not seem like "life-plan material," but I assure you that it's totally worthy.

Clown School is going to happen. I will attend, and graduate.
I mean it. It might not be this year, but I will do it.
Because I want to.
I really do want to. = )

I'm also going to get in street kick-boxing at some point.
I'm not physical at all, so it's going to kick my ass, for sure, but I kind of can't wait.

Maybe next summer, or fall, I'll get a motorcycle.
I'm very happy with my moped right now, but let's face it: I'm motorcycle material. ;)

I know that God wants me to be sober-minded, and I respect that.
Deep breath. I have to admit to liking some things that I shouldn't really like.
One of them, being drug-usage. I mean, what? So?
I think that some things make me channel God easier, and I'm not necessarily saying that drugs do that, but.. I could experiment to find out.
I think that I've tried some things, and I liked some things, and I had a good time.
I'm a good girl, and just because I'm on something, that doesn't change me or what I "do" really.
That being said, I plan to do shrooms, and some random things along the way.

I want to do some crazy stuff. Like, jumping out of planes- kind of crazy.
Random things that I wouldn't do on a regular basis.
Things that I'd be scared to do, but I have just one moment of courage, and I go for it.

I plan on travelling. A lot. I mean, I have been going on vacations for years and years now, but now I'm older, and on my very own.
I've travelled quite a bit, being on my own, as well, and I enjoy it.
(On the post before this one, I listed some of the places I'd like to go. And WILL go to.)

And, there are just some things that get me going.
Like, get my heartrate up. Get my breathing fucked. Things that make me feel like I'm going to explode in a really super-good way.
I'm going for that. I try to avoid that, but why?
I want to feel like I'm putting every effort into having a blast in my life.
I'm going to go to a concert for each band that makes me feel this way.
I know that I have said many times before that I couldn't handle it, really, but.. I can sure die trying. ;)

Oh, and I'd love to get married.
I mean.. This seems weird to say. Bites lip.
I've always wanted to get married. And I've had my phases (more often than not, actually) where I know I won't get married because ..why? Why should I? Haha
But I do want to. I'm not sure if anyone will ever love me enough to marry me, and stay true to what marriage is, but I think it'd be cool to have that sometime.
If someone eventually realizes that they could spend every day with me, then roller, man. For real.
If not, though.. I still want to get married.
I want to get eloped in Las Vegas. In a little, cheesy Elvis chapel. I want it to be awesome.
And, if the person that marries me in that chapel in Vegas wants to marry me for realsy (like that big chunk of unlikely crap that I'd typed out above), then we can come home and have a real wedding ceremony, and not even have to tell anyone if we didn't want to!

At the end of this. At the end of me having travelled to these great places, having witnessed my heartthrobbing music being performed live, having written my books (including a book about the life I've led throughout this entire thing), having gotten married (this is morely to do with if it's just a friend/random someone getting married to me), blah blah, I will be happy to pay a hitman to kill me off quick. = )

I'm kind of mostly serious.



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Until I get through all of these things,
I suppose I will continue working at my two wwwwwwwonderful jobs,
purhaps (most likely) pick up another part-timer,
consider becoming a flight attendant,
doing GFI studies,
and probably not actually selling myself for get-rich-quick results.
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Thanks for listening.