ONE. I really would like to have my sister back.

TWO. I wish I knew where my blank CDs were.

THREE. I can live day to day. I have for the past several days. I can do even better with it, if I try harder.

FOUR. I'm going to start going to church. Because I began then stopped, but I'm going to again.

FIVE. It's hard for me to get a grip, but I'm reaching so far, trying so hard. I'm a drifter, and I've been anchored, thus woe is me.

SIX. I fucking like my life better in my own little world, and will revert back as soon as I can find my way.

SEVEN. I honestly do not believe that I push people away from me always. I believe that I do not deserve to have to force people to care. I'd rather occupy my time.

EIGHT. I'm happy to say that my electric is back on, after a full day and a half of being off. God, it's so good to be home. Well, you know, with my things and Garffi.

NINE. I didn't like Where The Wild Things Are. I don't know why.

TEN. I have to remember that all I can do is try. Try and fail, try and succeed, try and remain. Trying is all I have. All that is worth doing. The hardest thing is trying. It's so ..so. Hard.