Today.

I'm forcing myself to be awoken on the right side of the bed. It feels like there's only been one side to my bed, for a while, but I decided last night to make today a winner.

"Suddenly I see, why the hell it means so much to me."



I put make-up on today. And I did my hair.
And I put clothes on. Actual clothes.
And, I'm listening to iTunes. I haven't listened to my music since I left.

I'm drinking water.

I'm going to do the dishes, and straighten this house.

Repack my things.


I'm going to brush up on my Beethoven, and get my work clothes out of the car, and decide what to wear this weekend.

I'm also going to be hanging out w an older friend today, and she might be making me feel better, too. I'm sure we'll watch a movie, but I think she's going to play with my hair. :)


I'm debating on whether I'll have time enough to go get my massage. I could use it. But, I dunno. Priorities anyway, you know?



I need to go get my passport. Seriously. Not for any specific reason, but just to have it. For whenever.


I think I'll polish my nails today.

Text-- Okay, hair's not being messed with today. That's okay. It's probably for the best anyway. :/



I feel like I'm sick and I'm forcing myself to be up and moving about. Like, it's not time, but I'm making myself do it anyway.

It'll be okay.

I can do it.

I can do it.