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9:55pm 10/19/04

mood: loved
This is the best day of my life so far..
I will start out by telling you about my day, then everytime (-) that sign comes up, that means it is something that neeeds to be known before I continue.

Okay, today, I went to church with Gram and Pop. I was almost asleep and then Pop gave me a piece of candy. I put it in my mouth and it was really nasty so I went to the bathroom to spit it out. On the way back, I peeked in the nursery and Tonya was in their with the two little girls. I stayed in there with her and watched them, too. We talked about her boyfriend and how Whitney was talking about me behind my back. i asked her if Zach was going to Santa Switch with her and she said she's going to ask him. Then, Gram came in and said that she was just checking on me since I never came back. Then a little later, Lindsay came in and told Tonya that baby Christopher's diaper needed changed, then she left. Tonyadid that and I put the girl's socks and shoes on them. Lindsay came back and said 'Thanks, Tonya, they were driving me insane.' then left. I was like YOUR WELCOME B*TCH! Then, church was over and they said that we have Christmas play practice tonight at 4. So I went to Mom's, because she told me that we would have spaghetti if I came, then we watched a gay ass movie on Indians..it was boring...and then it was timeto go. She took me and Josh to the church and I played with Christopher. Then everyone else got there and she told us what our assigned parts were. I am 'The Christian' and a speaker for a news station..I am cool with that..Then, when we were finished, unexpectedly, LadAwn came in and everyone was like 'LADAWN!' and I stood up and was like 'Ladawn?' and I said 'Are you here to take me?' and she said ya? and we left! We went to her church and had fun..I sat down and was totally unshy! and then everyone got there, and William came and I showed him the ring he gave me and he was happy, haha. (quater-FUCK-machine ring)
then ANYWAYS, Ladawn and me and Devon and Johnathon (sp?) and Alex were uin the dining room and Ladawn looked at me and said 'Tab? whose pick is that?' and I said 'Chris's' and she said 'oooh, is that your BOYFRIEND?' and I said 'nooo...?' and then I realized that she was trying to makie Alex jeoulous. hahaha. THEN
we went and played in the church for awhile, then we went and played in the parking lot..I watched and cheered..then we went back inside and I sat on a chair by Alex. Then I saw William on the couch and went and sat by him. Then Alex came over and sat on the arm of the couch (at the other end) and then I noticed J. standing aginst the wall listening to Alex play, then he came over and sat by me. I had my arm wrapped in William's and then J. accidently kicked my foot. I looked at him, and he didn't realize that he did anything. Then he did it again, he looked like he didn;t mean to, so I didn't say anything to him. Then he squeezed my shoe and I was like okay...aND i Put my legs on him and then he put his foot on mine. and then he moved his feet and layed himself next to me and his head was laying on my shoulder. Then William got up and went into another room and J. said 'you can scoot down if you want' and I started to, then I stopped and I said 'no, I am okay' and he kinda laughed and said 'ohh, you're okay, are you?' and Layed on me again. Then he sat up and put his arm around me and then he moved my legs and puthis ther hand under my knees. He then picked me up and sat me right on top of him, and Jessie came over and said 'That isn't allowed in our youth group' and he said 'what?' and she said 'no, no, no' and he said 'Okay' and moved his hand under my knees again and said 'there, now it looks like I am about to pick her up, except-sitting down.' and she said 'okay!' and left. Then he picked me up and carried me around the house...haha. and then he carried me outside because Alex took my shoes off me feet and ran outside. so we followed him (me still in his arms)and we got them back. Then we got yelled at and had to go inside and help clean. so he put me down and we helped then I ran outside because I noticed Ladawn and Jessie and Abby werwe all gone and they were in the back. I talked to them and they were like 'awww, we saw you, we saw you..' and I was so excited. Then we all went back to the front and everyone was coming out. so we stayed outside and J. came over to me and grabbed my hand, I said 'they;re cold' and he said ya they are..and he held my hands and we walked to the parking lot, on our way, Alex said 'bye everyone I love except for tab' and I said huh? because all I heard was my name..and he said jk, and I said what did you say? and he told me and I was like uh! and he said I would give you a hug but my hands are full (his guitar and Amp)..and then we all walked to Abby';s car because she wanted me to hear Frickin A, and he went with me and got behind me and out his arms around my waist..then CDevon and William came up and were doing the imaginary telephone thing and 'called' J. and he said hold on, I am going to four-way Tab...haha. BUT BEFORE THAT, BEOFRE ALEX SAID WHAT HE SAID, J. asked me how I was getting home, and I said Ladawn and he said Oh YA..BACK TO THE END-he had to leave.

*1.) He would have given me a ride home, yet he would not give Alex a ride (he had to go with Abby)

*2.) My first time even holding HANDS with a guy.

*3.) This was the BEST day EVERRRRR.

*4.) J. is a so[phmore at Castle... :(

*5.) I have not been able to stop smiling since all this happened....

*6.) It is so much better than you can even REALIZE even with this update!

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